Help me...

If you read this and care for me at all, you would fucking talk to me. Please? You would call me, email me or do something. If you don't care about me, don't bother. I just know that what I have now as "friends" just isn't cutting it. I am depressed, and NOONE cares. NOT A SINGLE PERSON. I have just made one of toughest decisions I've made for ages.. and I had one person to help, Jackie Sudol. I have nobody to talk to about things like this. This makes me want to die. By die, I mean NOT BE HERE ANYMORE.. So if you read this and you want to help me. Which I really hope you do. Because I really hope you have something deep down that says, "I should help Laura out before she fucking drives off a cliff, into a lake (after slitting her wrists), all the while chained to the gas pedal so she can't get out..." Yeah, help me out here. This is my desperate cry for help.