Whatever..

Okay, well people actually read this thing and critique it.. This basically means I can't exactly write what I want to on here. The fact that people read this (sometimes) makes it impossible for me to speak my mind. Of course I find it a great thing that people read this but sometimes it can just be holding back what I want to say. Pretty much can't say anything about anything on here other than what happened in my day. That's about it. I can't talk about any specific person, I can't tell you what's going on, I can't even write about how I feel without being criticized. If I tell you I'm happy that's fine.. just go on like that.. but if I'm not happy, then I can't tell you because there will be people reading this and talking about how unhappy I am and then criticize me for it. So I'm guessing that from now on my blog is going to be really bland, it'll be only the things I do. It won't have anything about how I Felt during the event or what I thought of the people I was with. My blog will contain no evidence of me being unhappy whatsoever after this entry. Of course this doesn't matter because although people read this blog, they don't comment in my blog. They just talk about me and my blog behind my back to other people. Or they just think less of me. Who cares, is there a difference? I didn't think so. So I guess that was my message of the day. I'll tell you about my stupid life now.

Well, there are 5 days of school left. Yes, I said it, 5 days of school. If you are a senior there are only 2 days of school left. (Lucky them!) Along with that... I finished my to be 11 page final report thing for Sociology! YAAAY. Oh, and I also did this horrible film for an English Visual Aid. Yeah, I pretty much suck at filming and should never have a video camera placed in my hands again. I basically laughed the whole time and shook the camera so everything in the film is shaky. Oh, well.. It only really affects my grade, noone elses. I'm assuming t he rest of my group mates will have done a good enough job on their part of the group project to cover for my gay film. I'm just hoping that everybody that watches the darned thing will laugh as much as I did when making it. My group is presenting tomorrow and then it'll be done. I suppose I should probably study for the English Final we have on Into Thin Air.. but I won't! YES!!!! We have major vocab on the final apparently and I don't even know what the words are.. So I guess I know what I'll be doing later or whatnot..

New subject... I totally updated my Myspace. I think it's pretty hot. If you wanna check it out just click on this totally cool link... http://www.myspace.com/lorelie101 It'll be like my link of the post even though I won't have another link of the post and none of my other posts have had link of the posts. Oh, well. I'm just glad school is almost over... It is soooo close to being over. All I can look forward to is this Friday for the Killers concert and then Thursday which will be my first weekday in ages that I haven't had to go to school for stuff. YES!!!!

Anyways, thanks for reading this shitty post and thanks for dealing with my shitty attitude. I hope you can bare with me untill I get happier in 1,2,3,4,5? school days... Please leave me comments, I'd just like to know who reads my blog and who doesn't. It's just something I wonder about usually. Anyways, I'm off.. probably to just update my "myspace" some more.. Remember... go check it out at the above link.. Heck I'll even have it in the "link" area!! Sahweet. Oh, and I probably won't update untill after the concert... YES, THE KILLERS MAKE ME HAPPIER THAN ANYTHING ELSE, PERIOD. Yes, I'm a loser, I know.