I just don't know..

As my title says... "I just don't know..." It is the end of the year and I realize I should be all excited and happy. Well, I'm far from it in all ways possible. As the last day of school nears the feeling that I have in my gut that everybody hates me grows and grows. I realize that this feeling could just be a silly one... but I'm positive it isn't. As the days go on I seem to catch more and more people talking about me right in front of me... I seem to catch more and more dirty looks. I just don't fucking get it. Anybody have any sense of humanity? Please, Please.. Slip something into my drink and let me die.