The Grudge

Well, today was a nice day :-D. I skipped the silly parade that I wasn't needed at and had lots of fun. I went to go see The Grudge with Brian, and was totally freaked out THE WHOLE TIME. lol. I'm such a girl, heehee. I've realized that there are so many movies that I should watch but never get around to watching.. This leads me to the conclusion that eventually I'll rent all of these movies and have a movie marathon and watch them all! heehee. Well, I don't have much else to say, I don't really want to give away the movie and... stuffs.. Goodnigth!

Last game of the season!

YAAAAAY! Marching band is officially over!

Careers..

"People with red Interests like hands-on / problem solving job responsibilities and professions that involve practical, technical, and objective activities. Red Interests include: building, implementing, organizing, producing, and delegating, which often lead to work in manufacturing, managing, directing, small business owning, and surgery. "

Woah, Totally read the last job.. That is what I want to do!

People with yellow styles perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is orderly and planned to meet a known schedule. They prefer to work where things get done with a minimum of interpretation and unexpected change. People with a yellow style tend to be orderly, cautious, structured, loyal, systematic, solitary, methodical, and organized, and usually thrive in a research-oriented, predictable, established, controlled, measurable, orderly environment. You will want to choose a work environment or career path in which your style is welcomed and produces results.

Does that sound like me?

Scary Movies, Orgies (is that how you spell it?), and good ole' games!

Hmm, lets see. I didn't post last night because I was very very tired.. Anyways, I went to the Lunt's house to watch movies and such. It was very fun, and I learned some things... If you have sex on halloween, you are going to get murdered. If you comb your hair naked, you're gonna get murdered. Oh, and if you have sex in a clearing in the woods and let your boyfriend leave you there to lie there naked, you're gonna get murdered. I also learned that scary movies are lots of fun to watch in big groups. Oh, and if you wonder why the word "orgy" is in my title, it is because this was a very rowdy group, lessee.. Sam Koppert, Both Lunt twins, Amy Dahl, Greg Derr, Kenny Libben, Dan Sailor(I can't spell it), Moi, Theresa Bradley, Luke Coleman, Will Hanson, Jessica DeWitt, Ashley Eagle, Beth Ajtaji(another can't spell), and Seth, David, Jimmy all showed up late.. So, as you can probably figure out, it was an orgy.. I hope I didn't leave out any people... Hmm.. If you are wondering why Games is in my title, it is because that is what I've done all today, sat around and played video games and computer games.. I am a loser.. heehee. Anyways, if I can think of anything else to put in here.. I guess I'll just edit it in and then take this sentence out! G'night.

Senior Show

My day was overall a very nice one. I got to go take some pictures of trees with Alissa, Karie, and Ryan. I forgot a camera both days we went out in Bio. The rest of the day I basically stayed on the computer, which is fine with me.. Then, I got to go to Band and do the senior show. Wow, quads are exhausting. Sam is wicked awesome buff, I just felt like I was going to pass out when I was done... I don't know how he does it! lol. I'm still not very good with the first part of the cadence, which is crazy difficult.. My arms hurt, and my hands are still like.. numbish.. Other than this, I'm pretty darn good. Yes, well.. I think I shall be off soon.. I'm very very tired, and I need my rest..

English lesson of the day, and more.

Indifference- Having no particular interest or concern; apathetic

This has everything to do with my last post. It would solve the problems in my last post you twit. I have no clue who you are, but at the moment your comment -as Mr. Weber would say- has me quite fired up. Even if I was wrong about it not relating, you don't have to be a complete prick and point it out. It's people like you that make me negative and apparently "mean". In fact, you are probably one of the people I'm "mean" to.. hmm.. It all makes sense to me now.. I'm not Jesus, you know.. I can't just be considerate and loving to ones that aren't considerate and loving to me, it just doesn't make any sense. Also, you aren't God, so you shouldn't expect me to be considerate and loving to all others anyways.

Indifference is a virtue.

I just don't understand how you can change your mind about love in one day.. You can't tell someone you love them one day, and then the next say you don't anymore, and that they still "care" about you... It just isn't right. It doesn't make sense, and if you think it is right for someone to tell a person that they love and care about them.. when they don't.. and then they say the next day that they don't love them, and that they still "care" about them, well.. you just need to be shot by the mafia, and then discarded properly and forgotten about forever! Whearas for the person that is the culprit of ripping apart a person's heart, then playing with the pieces deserves a far worse fate. They should have to freeze in the intermost level of hell as satan fans them with his great wings making them endure a great pain far beyong imagination. Okay, so maybe the 2nd one is a little exagerated.. but who cares? My petty love hurts and I'm in pain..

The moral of this post- Indifference is a virtue to those in pain.

Hmm..

Well, since I am such a loser and all, I'll have to do my daily post! lol. I had nothing better to do, so I kicked my little brother off of the computer (not literally), and I decided to get online. I realized some people had signed on and had not even bothered to talk to me (even though I had no away message up and was clearly "online") so I guess I'm not important to them or anything.. Oh, well.. lol. Today was a nice day, got my simple homework done in Chemistry.. Did my homework for French that I didn't understand because I am very very very behind in my French terms... I took some more of my Bio2 test, and I'm hoping that all I have tomorrow is a taxonomy chart, because I'm ready for the darned thing to be done with! I'm ready to move on to something else, also. We finally started to work on some senior show music, I can't play Peter Gun at all, but I've got Moondance fairly well.. I just hope that I'm able to play the Nintendo Medley well enough to satisfy Jim and David.. lol. Well, other than this I guess I don't really have that much else to say.. I'm in a pretty good mood, which is kind of unusual for me.. I haven't been in one for quite some time. Anyways enough with my negativity, I shall be going now.. Good'ay and G'night..
The term of my mood- http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=apathetic

Being able to relate to old friends that are miles away..

i feel so used and abused. what WAS this relationship? it'll be a month tomorrow. i can't even talk it out with anyone because SO much happened that i can't fit the pieces of the puzzle together. i've never been so confused, so manipulated, i've never felt so used in such a long time.. i don't know what i'm doing. i should've ended this, fixed this problem why i could've, saved myself from hurting but i didn't. why though? i keep wanting to blame you.. i never let anyone take the blame or anything before but analyzing everything that has happened. it's all your fault. if you would just know what you want, what you're talking about, what you wanna do. we wouldn't be where we are today. i'm hoping that my going to ohio will be good for me, as some kind of escape. i'm hoping that when i come back i'm gonna feel refreshed and leave all the bad memories that has happened in colorado so far behind in ohio. and come back here feeling better and never feeling or worrying like i did a week before i left. i hope that when this is over, you'll realize what you had. you never realize anything until it's gone. this has been so dragged out and you're so manipulative that i can't even figure out how i'm feeling about this except the fact that i'm upset. i'm so apathetic right now and i never wanna feel apathetic. i always know what i want and what i'm feeling but not with you. i hate you for making my life hell every time we argue. i've done a lot of wrong things in this relationship but it'll make me feel better if i just pinpoint everything you've done wrong. i dunno how you're gonna make your life better by ending us but i'm hoping you know what you're doing just this one time. it's my fault for letting you drag this out. i just hope for myself that i'll walk out of this learning something and never making the same mistake ever again. as much as i hate you. i miss you.

Woah, I found this in a friend's xanga page. It freaks me out how much I feel that I relate to this post.. I've been crying a lot lately, and this post from my friend's xanga hasn't helped me stop in the least... I don't blame her, though.. It has made me feel better..

Eh, I got tired of my xanga..

Well, This is new.. I used to have a xanga page, and I decided it might be cool if I switched over to blog, see the different features. I'm hoping blog is more advanced and not having to be payed for or whatnot. I'm hoping that this can have music and other sweet stuff, too. I know that xanga did.. I guess if I don't like blogger or whatever, I can just go back to my xanga? Anyways, I don't have much else to say.. If you want to check out what happened today or for the past few months.. check my other site- http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Lorelie You'll find out about stuffs about me there, too. Anyways, it is quite late.. So I should go attempt to sleep (it might take me a while..) Goodnight!