The Day after Christmas

Well, Christmas is over.. but I still had one more party to go to.. So I went to my g-mas today and celebrated Christmas once more.. Not bad the food was good =]. Anyways, this is the last day I'll be able to post before I leave for a bit.. so I decided to say Have a Nice week. I'll miss you all (okay, maybe just Brian and a handfull of others) and I hope you have fun. Call me ;] 419-651-8098. I'm serious... call me, it'd be awesome!!!

Christmas!!

It's Christmas!!!!! Yay! This Christmas is definetely better than some of my others I've had. This one I got money. Teehee.. 200 for NYC, and I get to go to NYC. Some Christmas present, ay? I seriously think this is awesome.. I got some clothes too, which is much needed... I could always go for more clothes. My brother and I also got some Gamecube games, that's sweet.. Er, I don't feel like listing all of the stuff I got, though... So i'll stop here. Just wanted to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! I'm going to NYC tomorrow.. well.. technically the day after tomorrow.. but it'll be 12:45 in effin' morning.. So yeah.. tomorrow.. So, Happy New Year.. cause I won't be on here untill I get home New Year's Eve morning.. =D

Shopping, and More Shopping!!!

Well, Today is Christmas Eve and obviously it would not be complete without a trip to some stores, right?? Well, even though we had gone shopping yesterday we had to go again today. Apparently this snow storm couldn't stop us, but it did stop others from opening the stores yesterday... So we had to go again today for the sake of me getting my wonderful boyfriend something.. Well, that was fun. It was all icy and everybody drove like 10mph... Yesterday when the roads were much worse we got there faster.. seriously.. lol.. Today was just so busy, no matter the ice. Well, I bought half of my gift for Brian.. I'm not gonna just stop here.. teehee. Good thing I'm going to NYC maybe I'll get some good stuffs there.. Wow, I'm happy. Except the whole he left today and I can't talk to him at all untill Tuesday... ='( thing. Oh, and today.. Yeah, we were coming home.. and we spun out.. and hit this truck. Wow, it was scary... Like we weren't going fast, maybe 25mph if that... and then like it wasn't cool... My mom was sooo unhappy, and I felt bad... =\. Anyways, I have nothing left to say. I love you Brian!!! I don't know where you are.. hope you don't get too cramped in the Passat or however it's spelled..lol..

Flowers, and Love

Well, I was writing a blog last night.. But I stopped.. had some business to tend to.. Well, anways. Yesterday. Brian bought me roses.. Isn't that so sweet?!!?! Wow, that makes me happy. Nobody's ever gotten me roses before. =D It's all snowy and happy. Had a band/choir concert yesterday. The Band part was really nice and I had fun, then the choir part wasn't good.. I personally didn't think we sounded that good.. but I have a feeling it was just because Mr. Zimmerly picked shitty songs. Other than that, yesterday and today were awesome. Today we got out of school at 1 instead of 3.. yeah that's sweet. What else can I say... Er, I'm happy.... apart from the fact that I won't be able to see Brian for 9 days.. What is up with that?!?! I won't be able to stand it. I'll be able to call him next Tuesday.. but no talking from Thursday till Tuesday.. I'll explode!!! =( I guess I'll be fine, but I'm gonna miss him!!

Stuffs you must've missed

Well, lets see here. Not too much has been going on lately. I got grounded and would have wrote a post a couple days ago and updated this blogger thing.. but... You know, no computer means no internet means no updates on my wonderfull, exciting life! Anyways to explain why I was grounded and the circumstances...

Here goes...I got in trouble because when I came home from a RISK meeting I was going to use the computer, but as usual my mother was online. So I patiently waited untill lets say..11:30 untill she was done. Well, instead of asking me if I wanted to use the computer she promptly shut it down now even giving me the chance. So me, I got to sit there and use my phone to chat with people. Well being that my mom is very insensitive she just looks at me and says, "Don't go over the limit."

What the heck!? I wouldn't have to if I had a computer to use. So I'm like, "Okay" and I get up and turn the computer on. Well something about that really pissed her off and she just yelled at me. She told me to turn the computer off and to go sit down. So.. I was sending a message to Brian trying to tell him I'll have to leave (knowing my mom would promptly take away my cell phone because she's a whore). Well, I was right, but she decided to do it before I could finish. She yelled at me to give her my phone. In which I responded with a flat out, "No, let me finish" Now that definetely ticked her off.. and she tried grabbing it out of my hands. Wow, what a whore... Even my dad was sitting there trying to tell her to let me finish.. lol. Well, we fought untill about 1 in the morning. I swear I hate my parents. I told them I don't want anything from them for Christmas and that if they got me anything I would return it. So, I'm expecting nothing from them for Christmas. That way when the New Year rolls around they can't blame me for not having any money.. because they didn't buy anything for me! HAH. Well, then.. I wasn't technically "grounded" I got grounded the next day when I was using the phone and my brother rudely walked into my room (no knocking) and told me to give him the phone. Well, I told him if he wanted to make a call to just use one of our parents cell phones.. wow how easy that could have been. But since my brother is a little douche bag he had to go upstairs and tell my mom that I wouldn't give him the phone. So, he comes back down and tells me that mom told me to get off of the phone. So he stands there staring at me after I hung up.. What did he expect me to do hand the phone to him on a silver platter? I decided, this is crap and just dropped the phone. Well, being that I had been using the phone for a while and our phone is crap it signaled that there was low battery. My brother and family being so fucking stupid decide that it was my fault the phone had a low batery and it was because I had dropped the phone. What the fuck? My parents don't know anything about anything, no joke! So my dad calls me upstairs to fucking yell at me (I could foresee that) and welp, I was right. He yelled at me for throwing the phone when I had definetely not thrown the phone anywhere.. I had dropped it from about 2 feet off of the ground (I was on my couch). Well, he said that Nathan told him that after he picked it up the low batery thing came on and it was because I fucking dropped the phone. I clearly told me dad it was not because of that, and that the phone does that as soon as anybody hangs up after a long call. He didn't believe me and I told him that he wouldn't know anyways because he never uses the phone. Well, after this I got grounded from using the phone because I obviously had no respect for it anyways. That day I stayed in my room and refused to eat the crap my mom had for me to eat. I hate my parents and I don't think there is anything they could do for me that would make me understand what there motives were for such ridiculous acts. I'm sure many of you think that you can see my parents side and that it was because I was a "bad kid" but man, if you would have been there to hear all of the details... Such as the, "I'm going to smack that mouth untill you won't be able to go to school because you'll be too embarassed for other people to see it." comment.. which was in response to my "attitude". Haha, sure.. I'd be embarassed.. or not!! I'd just have to explain to every single kid that asked what happened that my father had cruely beat me because I told him how I felt about why the phone was malfunctioning.. Yes, father.. go ahead and beat me untill me untill my mouth is bloody. I'm not afraid of my dad, and it's because I'm not significantly afraid of pain. It would just be worse on him when I see my orthodontist and my orthodontist knows about the cruel beatings in my house and so on. And just to think, it might cost him money to fix some of the damage. Now, we couldn't have that in my family, no no.

Well, apart from that.. everything is fine now.. Because I got my phone back and I'm allowed on the computer.. Mostly because I decided to cave in and do stuff. I wash the dishes daily, take out my dog.. make the dinner. I clean and vacuum. I will get no allowance, nothing. But hey, I get to use the phone and computer, and see my baby.. That's all that matters to me.

Of course that wasn't all that has happened since November 30th or whenever my last post was, but I suppose that would have to be the most significant.. I went shopping yesterday.. Bought gifts for my parents and Nathan.. Yes, I did.. and I don't even know why I did.. lol. My mom gave me the money to do it, so heck, why not? lol. I went with Brian, so it was great. =D. Anways, I don't have anything else interesting to talk about.. So I'm gonna finish it here..